im in a bad mood. i've been in a bad mood ever since our SA1's ended. like i feel like i should be studying but i dont have anything to study for. and i keep on having this feeling that im forgetting something. and since i dont have anything to study for, i havent been making timetables. and i feel so unorganised. which is another reason why im in a bad mood. and i think that i have a fever but im too lazy to check my temperature. and i ran my 2.4 yesterday when i was sick. so now im even sicker): so tired now
next sunday soph and yi hui are coming to my church(: after that we're going shopping. it's nicole's birthday the day after(:
labour day took away our home econs): so sad. we only get half a year of home econs.
cant wait for the trip in sept! haha. although i wish that it was after our exams. but oh well.
i bought new school shoes because my old ones were in bad condition.
uhh, so bored at home. and today i have to finish all my homework because i was slacking and didnt do anything):

i love this skin. it's so cute(:
im obsessed over feet. i changed my phone wallpaper to a picture of socks. so cute right?WAHAHA.
i love green. i hate blue. i really dont like blue. just looking at blue irritates me. esp dark blue. eek.
before the 2.4km run in school, me, col, glen, biogirl and i cant remember who were playing truth or dare. and biogirl had to say "i love __" to everyone. haha it was so funny. and she said it so seriously lor. like "i have something to tell you. i love __"i have censered the name for biogirl's sake. she ought to be happy. and then for my double dare, we and claudia had to stop jean halfway while she was running and say "excuse me" and then do the shimmie(how do you spell it?) in front of her. and we didnt know how to do it so we just ended up shaking our butts instead. hahaha.
soph and nicole are afraid of calling me in case im busy. they say that i need to call them instead. nicole claims that if she calls me when im busy, ill be very moody. haha.coz i always plan like what i do every hour and i hate having my timetable ruined. haha. then she told soph. hahaha.
MONDAY'S COLETTE'S BIRTHDAY. just a reminder not to get her anything for her birthday present. all she needs is love (: hahaha. so that's what im giving her for her birthday. no lah. im giving her somethinf materialistic also lah. haha.
im going to find out which minute she was born and call her at the exact moment to wish her a happy birthday. hmm, i better go make my watch accurate to the second. i used to love doing that all the time. my life is all about accuracy.

the movie marathon had to be cancelled): stupid 2.4 km run was today so we could have it. and today's a SATURDAY. i had to wake up early just for the run. but it was fun(: wheeee
i have a recent addiction to chocolate. ahemm. let me correct myself. RECENT ADDICTION TO FOOD. food is all i need. whoohoo. scrap the diet. diets are crap!
oh oh! i love the mango drink from the vending machine in school too! i need to drink at least 2 a day. yay! yesterday i drank 3(: it rocks. i love mangoes and chocolate. coat the mango in chocolate and VIOLA you made me happy(: and i love the ginger biscuits. haha,and dutch waffle! omg, i day dream about the wonderful dutch waffle everyday. gahh, i just made myself hungry. and i love soya sauce! and i love sugar! soya sauce rocks! i think that it's better than sugar. last night i had the weirdest dream. i dreamt that i was eating fries and the inside was stuffed with salt. and it tasted so good in my dream la! claudia is going to freak. hmm, i wonder what happened to her drink only diet. haha.
wheeheee. food makes me HIGH. maybe ill grow TALLER!

i am dead. yippee. i left my glove in school. and guess who found it? Miss chua.
angelina: you got tag me meh? dont have what.
anyway, today's physics was easy. but bio was HARD. like stone.

i got my new timetable(:
cant wait for home econs.
i shall search for a new blogskin. or maybe not. HEH

HAPPY MUGGING!
tomorrow's science modular exams. everyone's mugging like crazy. bernice even skipped softball to mug. and im like slacking right now(as you can see). what happened to elizabeth-the-nerd?
gahh, on sat we have to run our 2.4 coz it was raining today. i dont want to go back to school on sat. and this ruins all our(me, glen, jeanne and col)plans. oh well, maybe next time.
i keep on forgetting to give jeanne her birthday present. i bought it so long time ago and i keep on forgetting. jeanne, remind me k! or else you'll never get it.
monday's my mum's birthday. i think that it is seriously unfair that my mum's birthday is always on labour day.i wish mine was.

did i mention? SBC CLASSES ARE GOING TO OVERSEAS IN SEPT. going to shanghai and hang zhou i think. yay. i dont care where we're going so long as we're going as a class. so fun(: and i think that we get to chose roommates. I DO NOT WANT JEAN AS MY ROOMATE. she's going to freak me out at night by telling me stories that pollute my mind. EEK. ern wei, look what you've done to jean! you turned the innocent mushroom head into a polluted lake. tsk tsk.

i told my mum that i wanted to be the person on tv that hosts makeover shows and chooses clothes for people. and my mum looked at me and said, "you?! no la! you got no sense of fashion." HMPH. such an insult. hahah. i was joking anyway

today ms tok taught us how to use adobe photoshop. I WANT I WANT! so unfair la. so ex. it was really cool.

me, glenda and christie wrote a sotry about jean's LOVE LIFE. you know like we each write one sentence and we can only see the sentence before ours. haha. so this is THE TRUTH. hahaha.

There was once a girl named jean. she went to taiwan. and one day, she saw - ( i shall not reveal the name in case i offend anyone. lets just say he's a handsome superstar who has 6 packs). so, she INSTANTLY fell in love with him. then, he tripped and fell! and jean caught him in her arms.and he fell in love wiht her because he had always longed for a manly woman who could catch him. one day, they went for dinner. and after eating, they kissed(on the mouth). it was long, wet and passionate. THE END xD

yes jean, that was what was on the piece of paper that rachel lau was reading. me, glenda and christie had to squeeze behind the teachers table so that jean wont see us. haha. the first story was also about jean. haha. im too lazy to type it out though.

today after softball, coach said that we always took our time to walk walk walk and take our stuff slowly before we leave. so she made us play this really weird "game" where by the count of 20, we had to get out of her sight. hahah. and dont think that 20 seconds is a long time k, we had to get our glove, water bottle and boots and run to our bags at the bamboo courtyard then put everything in before running away. haha. it was really lame lor.

i have this wish. that my whole life was recorded in a notebook. everything about my life. what i think everyday, what i do everyday,very detailed. and i can design in it everyday and anytime i want. and it's a informal book only for me to see. and it has everyhting in it, from lyrics of songs that ive heard before to descriptions of food ive tasted.

i am a happy person.

i went on youtube to watch a short part of the passion of the christ. like a 5 min clip. and it was so... so...there was so much suffering. and to think that Jesus did it WILLINGLY.after i watched it, i couldnt take it anymore. i didnt want to watch anymore.

yay. modays are my "lets all go crazy" day. although my definition of crazy is quite different from last term. now a days, i feel so serious): which is why i like mondays(:
i cried while laughing. i was lauging so hard that i cried tears of joy. hahaha. i have no idea what was so funny. i just went into my WAHAHA-there-is-nothing-to-laugh-about-but-im-still-laughing mood.
today we had our LAST music lesson): music lessons are fun. they should call it slacking time. claudia was playing this REALLY REALLY SAD song. it came from a korean drama. and it was so sad that it almost made me cry. it sounded so familiar coz i watched the korean drama before but i couldnt remember which one it was. and claud, i still dont believe you.
i havent watched a single korean dramam without crying. what do you expect of someone who cried while watching lilio and stitch? what?! it was sad ok!
i love watching sad shows and reading sad books. haha. to me, i like any book that makes me cry. there was one book that was so sad that i couldnt stop crying AFTER i read the book.
do people only eat porridge when they're sick? i eat porridge all the time. like now. and im not sick. i hope.
my mum says im addicted to 2 things: ice peach tea and the computer. i seriously doubt so. but then again, i may be wrong. my mum isnt against me using the computer. she's just against addiction. i bet that she would be unhappy even if i were addicted to apples. and if i start getting addicted to studying,which i think i am, she'll scream.
i think im the biggest nerd in the world (fullstop)

col, glen and jeanne, i MAY not have softball of fri. if i really dont, you all better rejoice k!yupp, that's all. haha

today was combined service. i had to leave early. at like 11 coz my parent's service end at 11 too. then i ate at graffiti and then i went wisma! i love wisma la. but so ex. i bought this really nice skirt from forever 21 and a shirt for esprit. i have no idea how much money i spend in a month. evey weekend i go shopping. haha. I WANTED THIS REALLY NICE PAIR OF PUMPS FROM ZARA. i usually dont like pumps but that pair was REALLY nice. but it was so ex! 75 dollars. not worth it la. then my sister wen tto buy it): so unfair. if i had known i would have just bought it.
at this rate, either carmen or colette will be the next no 1 tagger of the week. hahaa. this is an incentive for people to tag. I AM SO SMART(:
im going to eat dinner now. gonna upload more songs into my ipod.

COLETTE IS OFFICIALLY THE NO.1 FREQUENT TAGGER OF THE WEEK!
tag more to be the next frequent tagger. make me smile(:
im eating maggie mee for dinner. i havent eaten it for such aa long time. it rocks la. so much msg. yumm.
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i completely dont understand dialect. someone insulted me in dialect and i had no idea that person was insulting me. hahaha. i only knew when nicole told me. hahaha. and yi hui said something in dialect to me and i thought that she was insulting me but she was praising me. HAHA.

gahh, i dont know how to do my LA essay. and i left my lit book in school. hmm, maybe i can borrow from my aunt. i think that she has it. why does it have to be graded? i suck at lit. really. we have to do it on which of the multiple intelligences do i think are the most important and we have to take examples from the lit book as evidence):
i dont feel like posting today. but i just posted for the sake of posting.

i got this from claudia's blog who got it from someone else.

A: loves to flirt
B: Loves people
C: BEST SMILED
D: Has one of the best personalities ever
E: Freaking beautiful
F: People wild and crazy adore you.
G: Never let people tell you what to do.
H: Likes to act crazy as hell
I: Loves to laugh
J: Freaking Rowdy
K: Really silly.
L: REALLY easy to fall in love with
M: Makes dating fun
N: Good at sex
O: Loved by everyone
P: Popular with all types of people
Q: A hypocrite
R: a freak in bed
S: Easy to fall in love with
T: very attractive
U: Gets hugs
V: Not judgmental
W: Very broad minded.
X: Never let people tell you what to do
Y: GREAT kisser
Z: Lives life for fun

E: Freaking beautiful
L: REALLY easy to fall in love with
I: Loves to laugh
Z: Lives life for fun
A: loves to flirt
B: Loves people
E: Freaking beautiful
T: very attractive
H: Likes to act crazy as hell

i like E. i got 2 E's! hahaha. i dont like A.
on friday, me, jeanne, col and glenda are going to have a movie marahon. hahaha
today for philosophy, Mrs Ng let s watch the matrix. for us to learn about the "brain in the vet" philosophy. yupp. i watched itbefore but a long time ago. so i kinda forgot. we only had time to watch it half way. continue next week(:
i asked claudia to make me a blogskin on the theme: iLOVEMYSELF. it's my very own love story
HAHAH.im so egoistic.

charlotte is so influencial. she forced me to say that
i am more influencial xD

today's colette's speech competition thing. i hope she isnt too stressed.
ahh, i wish that i didnt have softball on the day of our SA1s. i want to go out with colette, jeanne and glenda. so sadddd. sorryi made such a big fuss, colette and glenda. heh heh
tomorrow dont have softball. at least got time to study for bio and physics.i am going to die. there is so much to study! im going to be stuck at home the whole time mugging. bleah.

today was so funny. you know the bigbig area of grass outside mgs that you see when you walk to the bus stop? i saw someone playing golf there. hahaha. it was super funny.
today's history test wasnt so bad. just very rush. but math i think that i was very careless. coz so little time.
today we voted for prefect. we could vote 20 people and jean only voted 4 people. i voted around 11 people. yupp. and i accidentally deleted part of someone's write up about herself. so i had to type it all back. bleah. it's so weird lor. like if i was i weird weirdo, i could have just typed stuff into her write-up. haha.
for IT the second period we didnt have time for ms tok to teach us how to use photoshop so she gave us free time to study for our tests or do whatever we wanted. and i was listening to music with the headphones on the computer and everyone said that it was really loud because they could hear it really clearly. not loud what! and the other time col was listening to my ipod and she said that it was reallt loud and she listened to it near her ears, not at her ears. haha. what's the point of listening to soft music? may as well not listen at all.
my tag board had become place where people discuss BUTTS. LOL. maybe i should just take jeanne's advice and change the "spread the love" to "butt forum" or maybe " butt prints". like the butt prints after pe. hahaha. i need someone who isnt obsessed with butts to tag on my tagboard.

colours are used to describe but cannot describe.
which means that when i see something yellow, i could actually be seeing it as green but because i grew up being taught that green is yellow. so how do i know that the "blue" i see is the same as the "blue" you see?

yay. health checkup is on thurs during pe so the class doesnt have to run our 2.4 for pft. or at least i hope. i 'm sick and if it's on thurs, i cant run. i want it to be postponed to next week so that i can run with the class. christie and jean, it is all your fault. stop passing the germs. especially jean. hahaha.
i think colette's right. if she told me that i had a big butt like what she told carmen, i would most probably become anorexic.because whatever colette tells me is true. she's very frank. carmen, watch out!
me and chrisite's grandmothers are friends. which is, uhh, weird?i think that they used to be classmates.

CONGRATS TO COLETTE FOR GETTING INTO THE FINALS FOR THE SPEACH COMPETITION(:
today bio was boring. but the begining was, uhh, unappropriate. and mr tay kept saying that he felt like fainting and if he fainted, we should call 999. POLICE?! haha.
col, dont stress k. you can write the speech about women on time because you have good time management(: and Miss Wonderful here (ahem ahem) is supporting you! i hope your voice somes back.
surprisingly, REALLY surprisingly, i didnt fail for chinese test. in fact, i think i didn quite well. which is surprising. since that was the hardest test i sat for in my life. i think that i actually like chinese but because i find it difficult, i dont like it.

i bet all of you know the formula for chaos. angelica+claudia+carmen. yupp. and three of them sitting together in class PLUS colette, uhh, i dunno what you get. heh heh. i want to sit with them! so fun. heh heh. i want to add in with the disaster): so sad that we had to change seating arrangements. dont worry christie, i still like you! haha. claudia, angelica, carmen and colette were writing a story where they each write one line and they can only see the line before them. it was damn funny! it involved something like bringing sexy back and a pig turning into a chicken.haha.
me and colette went crazy in music today. we always do. colette started telling carmen that she liked her butt. hahaha. and she kept on going " i like butts and i cannot lie" haha. it was super funny la. and me and claudia were blowing kisses to each other across the rows. hahahaa. it was so funny.
i didnt get throught the prefect interview. yupp. im quite happy though. i didnt want to be in the first place.for two reasons.
1) i dont think that i deserve it.i'd have made a lousy prefect. and mgs should not have lousy prefects. mgs needs to have better prefects in order to shine(:
2) i dont like being held down by rules. heh heh.
which explains why my display name on msn was "101 ways to screw up your interview" i'm really good at that. the only 2 interviews i went for in my life, i screwed up. haha. the first one was the mgs scholar one.

today i went to zara after church. so ex. my sister bought a apair of shoes that i really wanted to buy from there. but since she bought it, i didnt buy it. but i bought a shirt. then i went far east plaza. i couldn find my favourite earing shop there! my sister bought me a planetshakers cd for my birthday. yay. it came with a free reflector cd. but i didnt get to eat fried mars bars! i am SUPPOSED to be on a diet. ever since i came to the conclusion that i was FAT. my sister seconded that and told me that i should go on a diet): my sister thinks that SHE'S fat. and im FATTER. which makes me obese): how cans she be fat? she's damn thin! and if i go on diet, ill never be able to stick to it. just like i cant stick to my timetable. so i've decided NO SNACKING for me! haha. i bet that wont help. even if i try and lose weight. i can NEVER. but i can gain like crazy. doesnt that just suck?
7th may is nicole's birthday! i think. heh heh. anyway, soph and yi hui are coming to wesley on the 6th may and after that we're all going out. i hope that linette can come.

i am not supposed to be posting. according to my ingeniously made timetable.i am supposed to be studying history. unfortunately, for the last hour i've been doing nothing. see how easily distracted i am. ahhemm. distracted by the COMPUTER.
i wen tto jeanne's house today. it was her birthday. glenda, col, soph, celestial, delia and naomi were there too. but i left early. JEANNE HAS A POOL TABLE. i TRIED to play pool. haha. i suck la. we also watched shallow hal. it's SUPPOSED to be funny. we also watched prestige halfway. because no one was really watching it and in the end we didnt understand what was going on. lunch was so funny. there were so many awkward silences. haha. and no one would try the sausages coz we didnt know if they were cheesy or normal sausages.

gahh. i shall try to start studying for history. oh and carmen, thanks for helping to give me a false sense of popularity by tagging me. hahaha.

this weekend in going to be very very VERY busy. yupp. so i wont be posting much. or at least i hope so.
bleah. yesterday was my prefect interview. i totally screwed it up): i dont just think so, i KNOW so.
i hate it when it rains before or during softball. the ground is sooo muddy and wet. after today, i looked so digusting and muddy. and the balls kept landing in puddles which caused mud to splash all over us. ahhhh,i keep forgetting to flick my hand when i pitch): ms tan's pissed with me liao. well, at least i think so. she made me and angelina do 100 kneeling flicking things.

there was fired works just now. like just behind my house. no idea why. it was really loud.my sister thought that it was the end of the world. no, im serious, she really did. hurhur.

swim meet was not that boring la. i sat in the border between blackmore and olson, so that i could sit next to colette. haha. and i kept going to lee to get food from nicole xDD then me and col went to jackson to find jean. then we stole her plate-fan so when she wasnt looking. but she found out! and like everybody was passing it around and preventing jean from getting it. but she got it in the end):
then colette started making the yellow wire things into the shape of a club and spade and then she attached it to my earrings. haha. it wa so cute! and then i started taking pictures of myself with the cute "earings" and glenda scolded me for being self-centred. hahaha.
oh and during the synchronize swimming, we dared sophia to suddenly stand up and shout really loudly"OMG! I LOVE THIS SONG!" haha. but she didnt do it in the end): and colette dared her to go to the blackmore house committe people and say "can i join synchronized swimming? i"m so synchronized!"while making weird swimming movements.haha. again, sophia didnt do it ):
yay. OLSON WON THE OVERALL FOR SWIM MEET!(:
after that we still had softball training so me, angelina, jennifer and beccy wanted to take a bus to kap for lunch from the toa payoh swimming complex. but we missed the bus so we decided to take taxi. then we went to kap to eat. and i shared a meal with angelina because we werent really hungry. then we went to mgs. we were so early! earlier than the seniors.
during training, me and angelina were pitching for like almost the whole training. only at the end we did this relay home run thing. that was fun though.

i decided to replace my pathetic model of a water molecule with a screwed up model of a vitamin c molecule. the moment i touch it, it's all going to come falling down. so by the time mr tay marks it, he's just be marking a mass of grey, yellow and red plastecine balls and many wooden sticks. maybe i should have stuck to the water molecule.
i like col's model. she made it out of playing cards. so creative right? she did carbon. i bet she took 5 hours just to do that. i only took half an hour to do mine. haha. no wonder mine's so lousy):
next week we have so many tests! and for chinese we even have 2 tests on the same week. why do we need 2 chinese tests for? i thought max 3 tests in a week altogether. now exceed max liao.

me and jeanne had a very funny conversation on msn yesterday. hahaha. here it is. it's really long though
jeanneee! (: says:tag me
!jeanneee! (: says:((:
elizabeth all of the above says:tagged
elizabeth all of the above says:(:
jeanneee! (: says:yayness
jeanneee! (: says:((:
jeanneee! (: says:thanks
elizabeth all of the above says:booness
elizabeth all of the above says:hahha
jeanneee! (: says:LOL!
elizabeth all of the above says:opps. i tagged twice
elizabeth all of the above says:accident
elizabeth all of the above says:heh.
jeanneee! (: says:hahahah
jeanneee! (: says:OR ARE YOU JUST PROCLAIMING YOUR DEEP AFFECTIONATE LOVE FOR ME?
elizabeth all of the above says:OH! HOE DID YOU KNOW?
jeanneee! (: says:YOUR FEELINGS FOR ME HAVE BEEN SHUNNED BY ME,
jeanneee! (: says:YOUR EGO BRUISED!
jeanneee! (: says:AT THE THOUGHT, THAT YOUR ONE AND ONLY TRUE LOVE
elizabeth all of the above says:I WAS SECRETLY PROCLAIMING MY DEEP FEELINGS OF LOVE AND AFFECTION FOR YOU
jeanneee! (: says:DID NOT RETURN YOUR LOVE.
jeanneee! (: says:OHHH! I'M SORRY
jeanneee! (: says:BUT IT JUST CAN'T WORK OUT.
jeanneee! (: says:IT'S TOO
jeanneee! (: says:COMPLICATED!
elizabeth all of the above says:HOW CAN THAT BE SO? WHEN THE LOVE OF MY LIFE IS...
elizabeth all of the above says:MYSELF!
jeanneee! (: says:OH, SWEETIE, DON'T DENY IT
jeanneee! (: says:WE ALL KNOW YOUR SECRET.
elizabeth all of the above says:YES, THE SECRET OF MY DEEP FEELINGS OF LOVE AND AFFECTION FOR MYSELF
jeanneee! (: says:YOUR DEEP, INNER AFFECTIONATE DESIRE FOR ME
jeanneee! (: says:ME! NOT YOU.
elizabeth all of the above says:ME NOT YOU
jeanneee! (: says:I'M SORRY. IT CAN'T WORK OUT.
jeanneee! (: says:IT'S YOU. NOT ME.
jeanneee! (: says:IT'S YOU! NOT ME!
jeanneee! (: says:IT CAN'T WORK OUT BETWEEN US DARLING.
elizabeth all of the above says:HOW COULD YOU?!elizabeth all of the above says:you just threw my love aside!elizabeth all of the above says:YOU SHUNNED ME
elizabeth all of the above says:YOU ABANDONED ME
elizabeth all of the above says:YOU LOVED ME THEN YOU LEFT ME
jeanneee! (: says:UM, NO. I NEVER LOVED YOU. I JUST LEFT YOU.
jeanneee! (: says:I'M SORRY SWEETIE, BUT THE TRUTH JUST HAD TO COME OUT!elizabeth all of the above says:the truth!
elizabeth all of the above says:IT IS A LIE!
elizabeth all of the above says:AND I NEEDED NOT KNOW THE TRUTH
elizabeth all of the above says:THE TRUTH HURTS
elizabeth all of the above says:YOU'VE RIPPED MY HEART IN TWO
elizabeth all of the above says:TORN IT FROM MY BLOOD VESSELS!jeanneee! (: says:OH GOSH.
elizabeth all of the above says:RIPPED IT FROM MY RIBCAGE
jeanneee! (: says:YOU NEED TO BE ADMITTED!
jeanneee! (: says:CALL THE AMBULANCE!
jeanneee! (: says:QUICKLY!
jeanneee! (: says:OH MY GOODNESS ME
jeanneee! (: says:THE TRUE LOVE OF MY LIFE
jeanneee! (: says:IS DYING!
jeanneee! (: says:HER HEART, RIPPED INTO TWO!
jeanneee! (: says:BECAUSE OF ME. THE MURDERER.
elizabeth all of the above says:and YOU shall accused
jeanneee! (: says:WHO DENIED MY TRUE FEELINGS!
elizabeth all of the above says:the GUILTY!
jeanneee! (: says:GOSH.
elizabeth all of the above says:ME? UHHH!
jeanneee! (: says:huh? you shall accused the guilty?
jeanneee! (: says:what bad english is that
elizabeth all of the above says:THAT WAS TWO DIFFERENT SENTENCES YOU IDIOT!
elizabeth all of the above says:HAHAHA.
elizabeth all of the above says:AND ONLY NOW, AFTER YOU HAVE ALMOST TORN ME OF MY EMOTIONS DO YOU ADMIT YOUR TRUE LOVE FOR ME?!
jeanneee! (: says:YES, MY DARLING.
jeanneee! (: says:I'M SORRY!
jeanneee! (: says:(and how can it be two diff. sentences?)
elizabeth all of the above says:I SHALL NEVER FORGIVE YOU
elizabeth all of the above says:(it just can ok)
jeanneee! (: says:(like, AND YOU SHALL ACCUSSED and THE GUILTY?!)
jeanneee! (: says:(um, NOOO!)
elizabeth all of the above says:(you shall be the accused, the guilty)
elizabeth all of the above says:(happy now?)
jeanneee! (: says:(no)
elizabeth all of the above says:you have savagely taken away from me what i thought was the meaning of life
elizabeth all of the above says:how could i ever forgive you?
jeanneee! (: says:I AM SORRY.
jeanneee! (: says:BUT OH WELL.
jeanneee! (: says:MY FEELINGS FOR YOU
jeanneee! (: says:HAVE SUDDENLY
jeanneee! (: says:VANISHED.
elizabeth all of the above says:YESH! JUST LET ME DIE!
jeanneee! (: says:INTO THIN AIR.
jeanneee! (: says:BYEBYE, MY LOVER.
jeanneee! (: says:I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN SOON.
jeanneee! (: says:TOO SOON.
jeanneee! (: says:(STABS MYSELF)
jeanneee! (: says:ACKKCKADKFHADHKFHASD;F!
elizabeth all of the above says:FARWELL. i am not SORRY
jeanneee! (: says:AM I IN HEAVEN?
elizabeth all of the above says:(stabs myself)
elizabeth all of the above says:ghskejbtgwdilufgag
jeanneee! (: says:hahahha
elizabeth all of the above says:HOKJBFIUW
jeanneee! (: says:what kind of way to die.
jeanneee! (: says:ghsdjfalk;jd;klf
jeanneee! (: says:haha
elizabeth all of the above says:KJGLFKJSBIUFBW:A ****
jeanneee! (: says:at least mine was ACKCKKKK yours was ghskej
jeanneee! (: says:haha
elizabeth all of the above says:HAHAHA
elizabeth all of the above says:it was a good death
elizabeth all of the above says:yay. we should promote this way to die



yupp, and in case you didnt realise that we were joking, we were. yupp. we are NOT les

i suddenly miss yc a lot. hmm, must be sophia's fault. i havent seen yc since the beginning of this year. oh and thanks for the birthday card, yc! it was really cute especially the part about how the picture was inaccurate. hahaha.
i miss the times when me, yc, yi hui, glenda, sophia and nicole used to hang out.haha. we should go out some day. soph says that she's coming to wesley in may. and then maybe me, nicole, yi hui, soph and lynette can all go out together. that'll be so funn(:

jean, your blog is really boring. hahaha.
people should update more often. hai my life so sian. LOL.
today music was quite funn. haha. we had to compose a lullaby. quite dumb la. me and col composed the PINK LULLABY. it sounds more like the lullaby of doom. how very PINK.
claudia's hair looks like the BERMUDA TRIANGLE. hahaha. it's really funny. coz me and col were sitting behind her during music.
i'm supposed to be studying for geog test. it's not fun anymore. heh heh. i used to look forward to studying for geog. I AM SUCH A NERD. hahaha. our test is on rocks. i dont like rocks! i like the landforms. so funn. i love geography.but only some parts. heh heh.
i realised that chinese isnt that bad. it's quite nice. my chinese sucks though. too bad XD

today i was so bored that i decided to say to everyone online " OMG I LOVE MYSELF" just to see people's reactions. haha. most people went like "..." or "?". hahha. except yi hui. she said: I LOVE YOU TOO. hahaha.
so if you think that i'm this ego weirdo who took over elizabeth, uhh, now you know why. esp christie and diana. haha.
bleah. i think its my imagination or something. but people seem to be signing out the moment i said that i love myself thing. haha. now people think im a weirdo ):
oh well, i dont care XD

ILOVEMYGEOGRAPHYNOTEBOOK. i just realised that this is the reason tha ti like geography. it's all because of my precious notebook. i'd be more upset if i lost my geog notebook than if i lost my ipod nano PLUS my phone.
ILOVEMYSELF. wheee. i rock man! please excuse my EGOistic comments.
ILOVELOVE.
yay. i was making "LOVE"dedications. haha. too bad they're not for you. hahaha. you know im bored when im bored enough to write random things on my blog.
i have this craving to watch movies. i want to watch john tucker must die again. and i also want to watch step up again.AND like 20 other movies that i've watch before.

today church was at 8.30. but i usually wake up early anyway so it didnt really matter. after church, my aunt brought me and my sister for lunch. and my cousin was there. we ate at river cafe. and my cousin wanted to ride his tricycle along the river. he's so cute. he learnt how to ride his tricycle so fast. haha. he's only 2+ years old btw.

this is him. he looks retarded. haha. i took this with my hp so the quality's not very good.








this is him with my sister. his hand is up in the air because we told him to wave to the camera.













this is me with him. i think i look spastic here. hahaha










this is him listening to my i pod. he was amazed at how it could give out sound. hahaha. he's actually listening ot my i pod (which is green) but the i pod next to him is my sister's. she held it up for show coz iw as taking the photo.hahaha










him again. haha, it really looks like he's listening to my sister's i pod. haha. he's listening to mine again. but he's holding my sisters. hahah. so realistic! thanks to the ingenious mastermind here. yupp.




hmmm. the shirt i was wearing at church today/ the shirt in the picture was given to me by charlotte and claudia. we went shopping on monday and they paid for it. no, they've not turned into two super nice girls. it was my BIRTHDAY PRESENT. hahaha. anyway, there was this cloth thing at the side that was part of my sleeve. but i cut it off. hahaha. that part looked so ah-lian-ish. and my sister tried to help me cut it off but she RUINED it. it was so much nicer after i cut it. she had to go and touch it up.bleah. anyway, no one noticed. haha. even nicole and linette didnt notice. i'll post a picture of the remains of the sleeve next time. hahaha

i have just decided that i am a SEDIMENTARY ROCK. because i rock! whohoo! hahah. i was an IGNEOUS rock at first. but then that would mean that i was once HOT but now am NOT. which is OBVIOUSLY untrue. so now im a sedimentary rock! i was once fallen apart but was cememted together by the weight of the world.
and claudia's metamorphic. which means that she UNDERWENT EXTREME HEAT AND PRESSURE. i wondered what she underwent...
i have such a vivid imagination. LOL

HEADLINES: YI HUI HAS BEEN CROWNED THE QUEEN OF GEEK. aka. the queen of GEEKALIGY. haha. and please dont give me an incredulous laugh. it's a FACT. the TRUTH.

yay. ordering pizza. but it takes 45 minutes to come):
i'm suddenly so free. i just remembered that goeg test was on thurs and not on mon so i dont have to study for it this weekend. and i did my homework so crappily coz i was rushing. i feel like redoing everything. but i most probably wont la. i were got so hard working one.
i think i blog too much. i posted 4 times yesterday.
my sister made jelly hearts. yumm. but she made the strawberries in the shape of a flower instead of a heart. so it should be called jelly flowers. that sounds weird.
gahh, hardly anyone's online.
my posts are short but numerous.

you know, i try not to care about what people think about me. but the truth is that i do. if i didnt, i wouldnt have minded walking around with the hideous black eye i got last time. or even worse, i may be walking around the streets wearing a tomato on my nose and a rainbow wig. i think that no matter how hard we try. we can never not care about what people think about us.
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my sister made chocolate cookies. yumm. she baking a lot these few days. and the more she bakes, the FATTER i get. hahaha. i spent the whole day slacking. in fact, i wont even call it slacking. i was just doing nothing the whole day. like stoning. or maybe i was thinking. and when i do nothing the whole day, i get start getting really frustrated at myself for wasting time. but i have nothing to do! i am so irritated at myself. i need to relax. RELAX

Casting Crowns- If we are the body

It's crowded in worship today

As she slips in

Trying to fade into the faces

The girls' teasing laughter is carrying farther than they know

Farther than they know

CHORUS

But if we are the Body

Why aren't His arms reaching

Why aren't His hands healing

Why aren't His words teaching

And if we are the Body

Why aren't His feet going

Why is His love not showing them there is a way

There is a way

A traveler is far away from home

He sheds his coat

And quietly sinks into the back row

The weight of their judgmental glances tells him that his chances

Are better out on the road

CHORUS

But if we are the Body

Why aren't His arms reaching

Why aren't His hands healing

Why aren't His words teaching

And if we are the Body

Why aren't His feet going

Why is His love not showing them there is a way

Jesus paid much too high a price

For us to pick and choose who should come

And we are the Body of Christ

Chorus (2x)

If we are the body

Why aren't His arms reaching

Why aren't His hands healing

Why aren't His words teaching

And if we are the body

Why aren't His feet going

Why is His love not showing them there is a way

Jesus is the way

i havent listened to this song for a long time. this used to be one of my favourite songs. and then yesterday colette reminded me of it and another song. and it felt so true. it's lyrics are just so true. so meaningful.

ISO is fun. but we dont have anything to discuss about now a days and we're wasting time. bleah. and i keep panicking. haha. like very minute eleanor has to tell me to relax. i dont think that i can take stress very well. my father says that by the time im doing my A levels, ill jump off the building. i hope not though. life is too good to commit suiside.
i still cant help laughing at the fact that shannon thought that colette was a foreign scholar who was so poor that she slept in the streets. it's the exact opposite! hahaha. colette got too much money liao. haha. and btw shannon, colette has 100% chinese blood. just that her dad's a thai citizen. lol
i am a very clumsy person. the first day i got my i pod nano, i dropped it 3 times.but it still works. and i've dropped my phone from the second storey to the first storey of my house before but it still works. and once i dropping it down the escalator and it rolled all the way down. and the battery and sim card and everything came out. and once again, it still works. i must be a very lucky person.

some people think that im really random sometimes. but actually i dont think that it's even possible to be random. all our thoughts just link up .and it only seems random when you dont know what's linking them.and when you dont know what's linking them, they you understand. which is why you call it random.

if i said that life sucks, that would be a lie

yay. im going to colette's house tonight. and glenda and jeanne too. we're going to have a night swim in her MINIRALIZED POOL. which means that it doesnt have chlorine. and you dont have to bathe after you swim. which is weird. hmm, me, jeanne and colette havent spent time together for a long time.haha, that sounds weird.

ms mg gave us so much homework. and im not complaining about the amount but the homework is so hard. i'll most probably be calling glenda for help again. hehs. and me, glenda and eleanor have extra homework. coz our heritage essays were selected for the competition thing. so we have to refine our pieces before we submit them to ms ng. and ms ng wants me to exaggerate my esay more. but i cant do it without exceeding the word limit! argh, i hate word limits. how can an essay have a word limit of 400 words? it should be 800 words or something. our essays are so restricted when we have word limits. and very hard to develop the story):
gahh, i complain too much

btw, i dont post in the morning. this blog just has some time issues. it shows the wrong time.

gosh. i suck at pitching.
the new seat arrangements are ok la. christie's nice(:
but i miss CLAUDIA. so sad la.
in school jean's hair is like a target. now, everybody's throwing stuff at it, hoping it'll stick to her hair.
today's chapel was really touching. so many people raised their hands. and as he was describing what jesus suffered, it hurt so much. it hurt me so much. and i just told jesus that i didnt want to waste what he did for me. imagine how jesus would be feeling when he went through so much suffering and yet it was wasted. i dont want it to be wasted. and it isnt.i never looked at it from this point of view before. and everything that happened this week, it was as if God was speaking to me. answering my prayers.
now a days, i like to have really long conversations with God. i'd just lock myself in my room and talk to him. maybe for a few hours even. and it feels wonderful. compared when i used to be depressed when i was alone at home. now i know im never alone. never.

i want to watch ko one. yi hui, quickly watch finish and lend me the vcd! haha

sorry i didnt post yesterday. i went shopping with claudia and charlotte after school.
anyway, valencia and colette ave me their "cards" already. valencia said that she didnt make me a bigger than A3 card coz she accidentally ruined it and had to make an A3 one for me instead. however, i still think that it's bigger than A3. coz it's still bigger than colette's and colette made hers out of drawing block. which is A3 right? hmm.... anyway, this is what they look like:

colette's card to me

valencia's card

the difference in size

my sister made a wonderfully yummy cake for me on Sunday for the family dinner.it's chocolate cake with nice and fluffy starwberry cream on top and with chocolate shavings sprinkled right on top.she whipped the cream herself. and it's no ordinary cake! (no, this is not the point when im supposed to say it's made with love) it's FLOURLESS. completely flourless.although i have no idea why i would want to eat a cake that is fourless. she claims flourless cakes are smoother and have a nicer texture. that also means it'ss a bit more dense.

it looks like this.

i love the song all of the above. and God is moving. i was listening to Youth Alive sing all the the above over and over again. it's beautiful.
i'm going to be one year older on 6.42am tomorrow. i'll most probably be on the way to school then. how nice.
i just realised that i bring a lot of useless stuff to school. which explains my freakishly heavy school bag that looks darn nerdy as it looks like it ACTUALLY has books inside.
im so tired and i have a stubborn headache that refuses to go away. the times when i frequently get headaches are back. this sucks. and it's damn early, but i feel like sleeping.
last night i had a really weird dream.it was so random. and it was half cartoon again. which is creepy.

OMG. I LOVE YI HUI, NICOLE AND VALENCIA. they're so wonderful. you guys rock la. i had so much fun celebrating my birthday with them. so sad that lanabel couldnt come. she got tuition. yi hui and nicole played an april fools joke on me! they last minute told me that yi hui couldnt come and i was ao sad la. and then today she turned up in church and i was so shocked ok! then they were like:april fools! i totally fell for it la. and then after church we went to wisma. then we ate at c-jade express. and then they had another surprise for me there. valencia appeared! they're so nice! i love them. and then they also bought me a cake from breadtalk and it was half chocolate, half peach. i think. hahaha. and we only managed to eat half the cake. so i brought home the rest. i looked so funny walking around orchard road, carrying a cake box.and then we went to hula and co. and nicole bought me a t-shirt. although i still dont get what the words on the shirt are implying. we tried asking the salesperson but she also didnt know. haha. then after that we went to heeren. and i saw this really nice bag at york canvas. so yih ui and valencia shared the cost and bought it for me

then i went to URS and i bought a really nice denim bag.then nicole went home. then we went to edc and bought a top. yay. i got so many stuff today. i feel very satisfied when i buy a lot of stuff(:

after that our parents were picking us up at paragon and while we were waiting for them i treated valencia and yi hui to a smootie each at new zealand natural.

here are some pics we took:

that's me in c-jade express, next to the cake that they bought for me.

me, yi hui, nicole and valencia at c-jade express.

me, valencia and yi hui at heeren. we were posing at some random place(x

this is the wonderful cake before it was attacked by four girls

this is at the school canteen on the night of dance dance. sophia wasnt cooporating):