my sister is baking like crazy. luckily im not a fan of cupcakes if not id be really really fat by now. and i still cant get over the fact that im missing SEVEN softball trainings. my coach threathened me and said that if my skill deproves after i come back, ill be out of the team. which is a sad thing. but meanwhile, i am trying to comfort myself. which i do a lot. because most people dont think that these things are worth comforting.

i almost finished all my homework. ALMOST. but what ive done so far is all either half done or done really crappily. im in such a slacking mood that i feel like im attending a funeral when i force myself to sit in front of my desk and do my homework. i hate forcing myself to do work. it fells so....cruel. which it OBVIOUSLY is.

colette is crapping on my tagboard. unlike most people, i welcome crap, spam and other nonsense. what's the point of not allowing it when i do it myself. ok, i dont crap on tagboards but i love crapping on msn. ask yi hui. and most of the time, i feel like im talking to myself.

when i say random stuff, they arent always random. they just SEEM random because you have no idea what i was thinking about before i said it. but if you knew, it would all link together and not be random at all. our thoughts always seems to link together. i dont think that it's even possible to truely be random.