IM BACK! and depressed.
because school starts tomorrow. and im worrying about my xiao shuo, my xiao shuo peer evaluation, my ISO where nothing has been done and we are very behind time, softball tomorrow, the chinese test on thurs and the homework which i was too lazy to complete.
oh and did i mention that im worried that i may grow up having no career, house, bankrupt and living on the streets?
why do i even think of these things
and i only managed to get 3 hours of sleep last night. i came back at around 2am and i slept until 5. then i couldnt sleep anymore because of the horrible heat and humidity, jet lag, worrying about the above things and worrying about not being able to sleep.
and i may have to run my 2.5 tomorrow, take a softball test and a theory one.
and i probably missed more than 7 trainings, 3 friendly matches and all the other tests. and SRC carnival b div.
and im worried that because of my long absence, i wont be able to get into the team for nationals.

thats all the things that im depressed about. which means that other than theses things i have absolutely no reason to be depressed. yay.