ok.
now i shall talk about school.
i feel....lost?
weird but true.
its like there's a of information that ran to the back of my head and refuses to come out.
like we were writing an english essay today and i couldnt find words to express what i wanted to say. even simple words. it took me FOREVER to think of the word "amazing"
which is quite amazing i must say. because i use it so frequently.

and PLUS im missing quite a bit of school this week.
coz today was the sec ones sports carnival try out thinggyy and we helped out.
and tomorrow's cca registration.
i dont even know what some of my teachers look like yet.

ive come to the conclusion that im a very extreme person.
when im happy i go high
when im sad im sad?
when im amgry im really angry(wow, what i wide range of vocabulary i have here)
and when i worry i reaaallyy worry. and overreact.

i think i spend my whole life worrying about the smallest things.
which is bad.
so im trying to live life calmly and peacefully.
not that its working very well):

oh, and another thing that the whole world should know is that i cant stand being angry.
so if im angry, i get over it really really fast. in a matter of minutes(hopefully)
and even im amazed at my great capacity for forgiveness.
my ego just INFLATED. lalalalalala.





my class should talk more):
the silence is eerie.
does the word eerie look funny to you? did i spell it wrongly?
silence is bad. its disconcerting.
scarrryy.
hahahaa. it could become a haunted house! ill be the darknesssXP
darkness is so cool! because its like fear of what you dont know/cant see.
fear of not knowing?
that makes perfect sense to me