today mrs leong didnt come to school so iso was slack
and for ss it was also really slack.
me and en were writing nonsense on this piece of paper and mr seow confiscated it and read it to the class.
it went something like
"en is nice!"
"liz is equally nice!"

i did really really badly for the chinese test.
its the lowest ive ever got.
i think got lowest in class.
im so going to fail o levels. and its next year!
i misintepreted the whole thing wrongly.
like all the fen lun dian and lun zheng fa.
and not only did lao shi not give marks, she minused off. which resulted in me getting so amazingly low.
i feel so useless. like i dont feel like ive learnt anything for the past 2 years.

and i hate forgetting things. coz it means that i've lost something.
everytime i forget something i lose information or memories.