i must be really stessed. when yi hui saw me she said that i looked really stressed. nicole said that too. how can i be so stressed that i look stressed all the time. that just doesnt seen possible.
but i guess that now a days i really am quite stressed. my time is like a thousand diamonds. so precious that every minute has to be spent doing osmething meaningful or i'll feel guilty. but then when i suddenly slow myself down and start to think, i wonder: what am i working towards? why am i stressing myself out for? what is my goal in life? what is my meaning of life? why am i wondering around aimlessly?and then i get really depressed. and when i sing during worship, do i actually mean what i sing? and 101 toher depressing questions. and i've com eto the stage where if you give me an answer, i wont accept it. i must be emotionally unstable. i really think so.